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She's gone. Again.

I'm ~~not~~ okay.

Sh-shit, I shouldn't have--

[And this would be Zack flailing and attempting to erase the entry, because god forbid he be unhappy for a few seconds. Deletion failed, everything's visible. \o]

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Zack.

...What?

You are permitted have a variety of emotions.

....I know. I just... don't really know what I'm feeling right now.

I thought I'd feel worse, I think.

I see.

...I take it that your apathy isn't due to desensitization.

It's not. I... don't think I love her anymore. Not the same way.

Hm. Well. I suppose that happens.

Maybe you learn to let go after being dead for so long.

Disinterest on her part, then.

She didn't seem to keen on starting anything. But she's had more time to cope, I guess.

Or maybe-

That is extremely irritating, Zack. Finish your sentences.

....She dumped me, after Nibelheim. 88 letters that I never got.

I was under the impression that women are notoriously finicky.

Doesn't mean they don't mean it when they've moved on.

Did you speak with her about it?

I was afraid to, I guess. Sometimes you just know, Seph. It wasn't going to go anywhere.

I won't pretend to understand this, Zack.

And I wouldn't expect you to.

I hope you will someday, though.

What gave you the impression I wanted to?

I didn't say you did.

You're kinda snappy today, Seph.

Just more vocal. So to speak. ...unintentional puns.

My apologies.

No worries, man.

...Zack.

Something else you wanna say?

...not that I want to, no.

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