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[....Oi.]

How would you feel if that was what I said every time you got things started?

Fine, fine. Sorry. [Then Cloud decides not to lay there like a dead pig and shifts down and

FFFFFFF grabs onto Zack's shoulders with a gasp. There we go.]

[Oh hey, Cloud found the spot Zack had been looking for. Focusing on the angle Cloud had been shifting in, he curves just a bit and thrusts right there.]

[BETTER NOW.

Cloud arches sharply, biting back a loud groan and hissing through his teeth as he shifts his hands to clutch at Zack's back instead.]

[And with Cloud clinging to him like that, Zack feels encouraged enough to pick up the pace, aiming to move a little deeper. It's been a long time since he'd done this, and he wants it to be amazing ~~so Cloud will let him do it again someday~~.]

[Holy fuck that's even better than before. This time Cloud can't quite bite back the noises he's making. Hopefully Aerith's not home, or she might be getting an earful soon.]

[Oh, right. Noise, pffft. Without interrupting his movement - it's like halting a massage, you lose the rhythm and you lose the magic - he bends down and covers Cloud's mouth with his own.]

[Cloud's perfectly okay to make out with Zack, gasping between kisses and nipping at his lips and arching and grinding and clawing at Zack's back. He's so not gonna last long.]

[Zack's building up nicely on his own, and luckily he knows how to set his pace well enough that hopefully Cloud will start the end off gracefully. The gift of experience.]

[And somewhere in the haze that descends upon the minds of men everywhere as they have sex, something occurs to Cloud. There was a reason he said it was okay for Zack to top and it wasn't because of what is currently going on. Despite how fucking AWESOME it feels.

...what was it again?

Ohshi, brb not remembering and instead lifting a leg to hook at Zack's hip, drawing him further in and fffffff that just hit that spot hard enough to wrench a muffled shout out of Cloud. Good for you too, Zack?]

[Yes, good for Zack too. Very, very good for Zack. |D His mind'll be roaming about in the realm of infinite bliss for a while, oh yes. Almost done down there?]

[Yes, which is why Cloud's going to scramble for a sense of self and do the dumbest thing he's ever done EVER.]

S-stop. Wait, stop.

[Nnf nnf nnf n- wait wait WHAT STOPPING]

Wh... wha... what...?

[...well he stopped; Cloud was half ~~hoping~~ expecting him not to.

...now he's trying to remember why he told Zack to stop OH YEAH. He reaches up and grips Zack's hair, hands shaking. Oh Holy he wants them to finish this, probably just as bad as Zack, but with the first part of this done he wants to finish this up, even if it totally kills the mood. This is important.

He swallows, trying to organize his thoughts even as the rest of his body's like "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU."]

Zack- listen to me because this is important. [...and really difficult with him RIGHT THERE and SO CLOSE and oh my God this was such a fucking stupid idea-

But if he doesn't say it now...he never will. And they'll never be okay again.]

Never, ever make my decisions for me again.

[Zack's voice is a little breathless as he responds, and definitely more than a little strained. Now? He wants to talk about this now?]

... What?

Edited 2009-08-04 04:50 (UTC)

[GODDAMMIT ZACK you were just supposed to be like "okay" and keep going! Now Cloud has to scrape together some intelligence to explain himself.

...no fuck that.]

Just say "okay Cloud whatever you say" and keep going.

[What. No. You don't just- no.]

I'm not some kinda engine, Spike. I can't just stop and go at will.

[Is that so?]

Then roll us over and I'll do it for you.

[....Glare.]

No. ...Why the hell did you do that?

[And God damn it all, Cloud has to answer. His fingers curl into fists in Zack's hair and his hands are shaking for more than one reason now.]

Because we weren't okay, all right?

[Zack jerks back at that, brows furrowing. He's not hurt - after what he did he's not really sure he has a right to be, no matter what Cloud might do - but he's painfully confused, and after a moment he starts to withdraw.]

I don't get it. What was all this, then? Some kind of test?

[That makes Cloud grab frantically at Zack's back to keep him from leaving, words pouring out in a frantic rush.]

No- yes- for me, not you, but don't go- I don't know, don't leave-

[Zack sighs faintly, giving Cloud's hair a little ruffle and just sort of flopping down against him, face buried to his neck.]

I wasn't gonna leave. Just... feels kinda weird, you know? Starting up again after that...

[As if he wasn't already guilty enough. He'd thought he had been forgiven, so why was it so urgent that it couldn't wait 30 seconds, after they'd finished?]

Sorry. [Cloud mumbles into his hair, arms still around Zack's back and shoulders. Why, why didn't he wait? Sure, there was something final about it -like if they'd finished, that would be like promising they were okay- but it wasn't a big deal. He could've waited.

Or he could've said something before they started. Stupid, stupid Cloud.]

[Augh. And now Zack feels kind of bad again. He can't really help that getting scolded is one hell of a turn-off, and now that it's said and done, he sort of wishes he hadn't stopped at all. But that wouldn't be right, either.

...What a mess. He winds an arm around Cloud's waist, resting there and wondering what to do. Should he pull back so they can talk it out without the awkward "gtfo of me" business? Are they going to fight? Would Cloud even let him go?]

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